"Here" is relative on the internet, though.
I was at Tanja's from Saturday till today. I was in a traffic jam for 2-3 hours, it took me 4 hours to cover a distance of 165km of mostly motorway.
But we had fun. Very much. Much fandom related.
I really needed a bit of time away from myself. And I got me some advice for my life. From someone who's been there and resolved quite some problems, I think.
Okay, how'd you know I was reading Tanja's copy of "Anything Goes"? XD
Anyway, I'm not as pathetic as to base my decisions on someone's biography. I just skipped through the pages, read a few chapters. It was nothing particular that I read, nothing earth-shatteringly deep or meaningful or spot-on. I was laughing my ass off at a "Meat"(?)-blooper (pigeon flattering through warehouse and shitting on Captain Jack's coat), some "Countrycide" "behind the scenes" (oh, I really want to work with the Torchwood cast&crew if they always party that hard), some second season spoilers and it was just... well.
The next morning I woke up and over breakfast I knew I was kidding myself. Nothing really changed. I had to cope that I couldn't change because again something I had worked for just so hard for didn't work out. Currently I have no idea what I want to do. The Stamford test didn't help me much:
Is it right for me to challenge my livelong wish of becoming a doctor? Right now I'm not sure Medical things are for me. On the other hand, how arrogant is it to expect a "bam!" and I know what I'll do and I'll have the best job I could imagine for the rest of my life.
Ah, well, I never cared.
I need a "bam!". There is much I could do, I'm not stupid, just a bit lazy. The thing is just that I can't do stuff I don't want to do.
I was at Tanja's from Saturday till today. I was in a traffic jam for 2-3 hours, it took me 4 hours to cover a distance of 165km of mostly motorway.
But we had fun. Very much. Much fandom related.
I really needed a bit of time away from myself. And I got me some advice for my life. From someone who's been there and resolved quite some problems, I think.
Okay, how'd you know I was reading Tanja's copy of "Anything Goes"? XD
Anyway, I'm not as pathetic as to base my decisions on someone's biography. I just skipped through the pages, read a few chapters. It was nothing particular that I read, nothing earth-shatteringly deep or meaningful or spot-on. I was laughing my ass off at a "Meat"(?)-blooper (pigeon flattering through warehouse and shitting on Captain Jack's coat), some "Countrycide" "behind the scenes" (oh, I really want to work with the Torchwood cast&crew if they always party that hard), some second season spoilers and it was just... well.
The next morning I woke up and over breakfast I knew I was kidding myself. Nothing really changed. I had to cope that I couldn't change because again something I had worked for just so hard for didn't work out. Currently I have no idea what I want to do. The Stamford test didn't help me much:
Medical - Chemistry Based
General Medical
Art/Craft
Modern Languages
English/Literary Studies
Drama/Theatrical
Combined Sciences
Is it right for me to challenge my livelong wish of becoming a doctor? Right now I'm not sure Medical things are for me. On the other hand, how arrogant is it to expect a "bam!" and I know what I'll do and I'll have the best job I could imagine for the rest of my life.
Ah, well, I never cared.
I need a "bam!". There is much I could do, I'm not stupid, just a bit lazy. The thing is just that I can't do stuff I don't want to do.
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