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11 April 2005 @ 04:30 am
Drownin' in meself...  
OK... I nicked the subject.
It's, acutally, the title of my newest SGA-ff. Well, it's a sequel. Carson's got some problems with some events dealt with in part one.
Some day, I'm going to translate and post it here. I'm just waiting until it was posted at a friends SGA webbie. Just... because.


And I've been learning maths today. I've been even enjoying myself.
Isn't that rich? Me? Enjoying maths? The world must be coming to an end and most certainly pigs are already flying over a frozen hell...


Perhaps some instant-poetry?






My Spring

Scarlet flowers bloom
where silvery blades
mar ivory skin.

Rampant dreams
rape the night
with anglic songs.

Thy lie forgotten
among the dead,
my black soul.

But life is just a nightmare
to which death
is a beautiful morning.





Drownin' in meself

I'm so tired. And yet I'm awake.
I'm empty. I'm flooded.
I don't know what ta think.
I'm drownin' in meself.

I'm lost. I'm always here.
I'm constantly talking and lost for words.
I don't know what should become of me?
I'm drownin' in meself.

I love her. I hate her.
She cools me, it burns here
right in my heart, flooded with tears.
I'm drownin' in meself.

I breath. I suffocate.
I bleed. I live along.
Alone...
Drownin' in me blood.





Vampire's lust

Your heartbeat
makes me
taste you.

Your warmth
seduces me
to take you.

Your love
surely some want
to aspire.

Your blood
is all
that I require!




This was everything I was able to post so late...er... early in the morning.



Have a nice day. (Or a good night. Depends on...)
~scap3goat
 
 
dying inside
dying inside
Jeff Buckley - Hallelujah
 
 
( Have you seen my meds? )
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the oncoming whirlwindscap3goat on April 12th, 2005 08:39 pm (UTC)
Thanks!
Especially "Drownin' in meself" is something I feel like today. It sucks to be in love with someone you can't have/who wouldn't want you anyway/is twice your age/obviously straight. Did I mention "I'm not allowed to love?"...
*screams*